today was fun...
went to expo fair with jonathan(ass piak lord), William ( Piak Knight), WeeLiat (Piak Rider).
I am the lowest rank..piak MEMBER!!
walked walked saw lots of bargain! Lisa and XinYun was there too..
ok, that was the morning part.
Here comes the more exciting part.
We trained down to changi and started all our rubbish.
all stupid stuff came out.
Our piak castle,and all stupid stuff la.
Too many to say man!!
Wonderful $7.50 lunch at mac!! yes $7.50!
normal meal only.
than popeye for dinner.
crapping all along..
did managed to study! outside candy empire woots..but wasn't paying too much attention into it..
mind was wondering somewhere else..
wanna know how fun and crazy we are today, go to my facebook see some retarded photos of them!
trust me..is retarded.!!!

sister is coming back!! ahh!!! no more alone =[

2012 was wonderful!! be it the show or the setting or what!!
i like it..=]
happy mood man!! trying my very best to resist temptation..
thank you to both of ur cheryl and adeline!! mustn't give in...
must continue be guai kia. haha..
lets see...what to say?? the time was spent well.
happy.wonderful.brilliant.exciting.badairday.
that is the few words i can think about now.
and juliana...she never fails to ask me to hold mich hand..can't believe it..
more kan jiong than me..haha...that is time and season for everything under the sun girl...=]
that is all...off to bed to make her run in my mind..

back from bbq =]
going to rain so came back home loh..
i am so not happy yesterday plus abit about today..
nvm lets forget the unhappy and keep the happy part?
was like talking to juliana.. her small small name here =]
photos on fb =]

back here..
sometimes i just wishes time would stop.
stop at those beauty and wonderful moment and never carry on.
cause u would not know when would your next beautiful moment might be.
looking at my pass, lousy memories sure do won my good memories.
No one knows how the future would be like. But you could always works towards it.
It sounds pretty easy, but in fact is not.
Trying hard to path a good way for myself.
But it does not seems to work right now.
Everything seems to be on me now.
Each and everyone throwing somethings to me.
Making alot of things on me. I need tonnes lots of time to finish off those stuff before i have time for my own. NPCC, Studys and camp.
All these are my responsibility now. there is still one more. still on pending. whether is would join that list does not depends on me anymore. Trying to get next year stuffs for npcc done. Everything! and also to study hard too.
Camps? don't go? would i? i am tired out!!
I am not at home, infront of the com. but mind is wondering somewhere else.
how long would it wonder? would it ever come back ?
i really have no idea.

Tml is ytss open house. sgt promo, tent pitching test. all in one day with that few man power.
Things aren't going the way i want. Doing things behind my back. I seriously would not allow that action to happen tml! The most go home.. escape from the problem(s)!!!

yesterday was to nlb with my class.
the scenery is so damm nice!!!
top floor 16 has the nicest view.
VIP for the day =]
photos is on facebook..
went steamboat with friends after that.
was like so full!! can't believe we stomped the whole place..=]
one word, enjoy!!

I've fallen in love with you and I'll never let you go. I love you more than anyone, I just had to let you know. And if you ever wonder why, I don't know what I'll say, but I'll never stop loving you, each and every day.

today was a very happy day..
cause school end early and another reason is get to see the person i like..
went to kallang to skate..is was fun of course!!! =]
not to explain into details. I really enjoyed today.
Dine at compass with juliana=]
chat lots out!!! nothing much ...got three photos don't know to update or not..
ending with this..

back from area10 camp...
tired!! had fun with my kaki over there!!
nothing much to say really.
is really hard to be over there now. cause my heart is always looking out for something else.
always not in the mood to do stuff.not concentrating enough..
meet michelle straight after camp.
so so happy to see her..really is simple aren't it?
ate our lunch and than off to orchard with her and chienhan..
blah blah all the way..

I AM TIRED!!

Another nice song i heard..nice nice

You're better then the best
I'm lucky just to linger in your light
Cooler then the flip side of my pillow, that's right

Completely unaware
Nothing can compare to where you send me,
Lets me know that it's ok, yeah it's ok

And the moments where my good times start to fade...

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night

You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild

Ohh, you make me smile

Even when you're gone
Somehow you come along
Just like a flower poking the sidewalk crack and just like that

You steal away the rain and just like that

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night

You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild

Ohh, you make me smile...

Don't know how I lived without you
Cuz everytime that I get around you
I see the best of me inside your eyes

You make me smile

You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night

You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild

Ohh, you make me smile

you are reason for my smile now..just you.
with you around,my smile is always there.
saying i love you is easy..getting the love back is not.
i will try, i would try my best..=]

Multiply it by infinity, take it to the depths of forever and you'll still only have a glimpse of how much I love you.

i can't believe i woke up at 9am today when i slept at 2 yesterday!!
polished my new boots and done homework in the morning.
not feeling well rather. =[
went to had lunch with two idiots.haha..beloved sec5!
training started at 2pm.
it was cpl promo for sec2. I am so damm disappointed in their performances.
During debrief, i nearly teared out! I put in so much effort. yet result not shown!
am i not doing good enough? am i so lousy?
so training was BAD!!
went home dinner and out with yk and sy.
went to buy stuff and book pit.
Yk bdae coming..yep!!
friday out to camp again..=] will anyone miss me? haha

Sometimes I wish I were a little kid again. Skinned knees are easier to heal than broken hearts...opps..my heart not brokenn..

perfectly fine day for sie you wei =]
happy happy happy..
It was awesome =]
is there really words that can express for feeling?
do not think so..putting urself in my shoe maybe helps...
over the moon maybe one thing to express that feeling.
thats all..the rest are inside me =]
you know i know she knows.
full-stop

love you so damm much...<3<3<3

This song is rocking my world now.. =]
No idea why..but i love this song.
nice melody,nice sound,nice voice =]

touch my hand by david

Saw you from the distance,
Saw you from the stage,
Something 'bout the look in your eyes,
Something 'bout your beautiful face,
In a sea of people,
There was only you,
I never knew what this song was about,
But suddenly now I do,

Trying to reach out to you,
Touch My Hand,
Reach out as far as you can,
Only me, only you, and the band,
Trying to reach out to you,
Touch my hand,

Can't let the music stop,
Can't let this feeling end,
Cause if I do it'll all be over,
I'll never see you again,

Can't let the music stop,
Until I touch your hand,
Cause if I do it'll all be over,
I'll never get the chance again,
I'll never get the chance again,
I'll never get the chance again,

I see the sparkle of a million flashlights,
I wonder why all the the stars,
But the one that's shining out so bright,
Is the one right where you are,

Trying to reach out to you,
Touch my hand,
Reach out as far as you can,
Only me, only you, and the band,
Trying to reach out to you,
[ Touch My Hand lyrics from http://www.lyricsyoulove.com/ ] Touch my hand,

Can't let the music stop,
Can't let this feeling end,
Cause if I do it'll all be over,
I'll never see you again,

Can't let the music stop,
Until I touch your hand,
Cause if I do it'll all be over,
I'll never get the chance again,
I'll never get the chance again,

Saw you from the distance,
Saw you from the stage,
Something 'bout the look in your eyes,
Something 'bout your beautiful face,

Can't let the music stop,
Can't let this feeling end,
Cause if I do it'll all be over,
I'll never see you again,

Can't let the music stop,
Until I touch your hand,
Cause if I do it'll all be over,
I'll never get the chance again,
I'll never get the chance again,

Trying to reach out to you,
Touch my hand, (I'll never get the chance again)
Reach out as far as you can, (I'll never get the chance again)
Only me, only you, and the band,
Trying to reach out to you,
Touch my hand,
Yeah, yeah

It was area8 atc/stc today.
Not fun at all. Improper attire that makes me boil.
Improper behavior that makes me hot.
Slack activity make me rot =[
Didn't manage to enjoy today's session.
The officer was rude,CIs too.
can't believe they did that..
I also learn that to be a great leader, you firstly need to know how to clean the floor.
This is what i learn from today's session.
Was slacking around for 3plus hours. Practically doing nothing at all.
Was like handphone, ring please.ring please.!!!
ok that was me,a idiot doing that.

happy working with wan and taufik sir. together with michelle and zhangyong =]
thats all for the day.

"We can't gain if we can't let go. There's no love without tears, there's no happiness without sacrifice, and there's no forever without goodbyes..."
-facebook

stc was fun fun fun!!!
i love this camp to the max,
new friends,new cadets known =]
bused to changi with sjc girls.
let me tell you,they rocks man!!! =]
did complete my tent pitching successfully.
happy for that =]
campfire was fun though. even without the fire =]
what i was most happy about was the effort put in by all the instructors.
Was able to see someone for 3D2N was the best part of all.
haha...seeing her scold people...fierce sia..is like people seems scare of her loh...
now my throats hurts..due to raising of volume..
did said alot of rubbish and crap during the camp.
but did say meaning stuffs to the cadets didn't i?


still enjoying camping =]

boredom!! boredom!!
wtf!! asshole with the CAD teacher!!
f**k!!
pissed!! tml going vivo =D
candy empire!! woo..

said it once, said it twice, i would say it again still =D
我爱你...

today was lecture in school.
lectures slides was good.
but cadets were unparticipative enough :(
that is very saddening.
next week is area7 camp..
than 3 weeks later is area9 camp.
camp and camp! steady ahh!! cover myself with things will make me think of less stuff.
so is it a good or bad thing?

second day of school.
Long lesson. Stupid lesson. Boring lesson.
I am so going to get sick of school soon.
Didn't get to stay happy today.

Tomorrow is going to be a short day! 2hours and i am free.
Looking for someone to pei me. But no one seems to be free.
I seriously do not know why world is so complicated.
causing feelings to be complicated too.
causing studies to be complicated.
causing everything to be so too.

But does thinking simple helps?
Is does? It doesn't?
Oh!!

I am going to be patient.
I love you for who you are. Hate you for who you are.
Be the first or second,you are the one.

i have always question myself. why did i tell her the truth.
i should have like kept the feelings to myself.
now, i am doing doing at home..
trying to gain her trust. trying to make her mine.
is not a simple task at all.
she has a sad memory.
I wish i could give her a new one.
but not given the chance yet.
Time changes everything. Certainly agree.
I hope time would change her heart.
It certainly wouldn't change mine much..

I love you

I do not know why, i just can't stop thinking of up.
currently not doing anything.
staring at the phone. hope her duty ends soon..
I am really not playing serious feelings.
what must i do to gain her trust?...

back from the quiz duty..
and was fine..not special..:D
boredom and boredom...how come??!!! ARGH!!!!

I just got this from fiona..i read,laughed and smiled to myself..

from LeonardChan : totally cool! very easy going. Fun to be with, i'm proud to be in bravo!

from Raynor: Very nice and different from the times in school. I love bravo.

from JunKiat: Pleasant and firm....Bravo,the best. I did not regret joining bravo.

from XinTian: Bravo is the best group i've been in. With YouWei sir, its even better! Thanks for caring for us.

from WengFoong: Get well soon sir!! Was shocked when we heard that you were sick,bravo it the best! THis is the
best group i have had! See you in school soon.

from Amirah: Awesome sie! Had loads of fun in BRAVO! Get well soon! Bravo is the best :) We'll miss you.

from HuiYi: T have the best instructors and the best teammates!! You have been a great sir..Hope you will get well soon and be the entu sir that i knew!! :D

from HengQin: Hope you get well soon..You're the best sir better than my bro.Haha

from Jocye: Bravo,we are the best.I love bravo! Rocks On!

from Lynette: Totally Rock!=) cool,nice,friend. He's the best.Sorry to give him trouble.Thank you for his"FU chu"(with a cute drawing)

from Vincent: Great to know youwei sir and happy to be part of bravo.

from Fateha: You always have stories to tell,we'll make sure that Bravo is the best! I'm glad to be in your group!
Rest well,get well soon! Till we meet again,YouWei sir!! Bravo will always miss you!

I can't believe...!! see, thats why i laughed and than smile..
The heart got the indescribable feeling..:D
From me to Bravo : This is also my first time taking a group for stc. This is also the first time i took people from other unit. I do really thank all of you for your participation too :D hope to see all of you again. Only chance, NEXT YEAR POP!!! (should be)

Went for range duty today....
nothing much..same old thing. talk attendance and walk and scold..
I am fierce people..cadets say one..please i am so friendly can!! ahh...
14 school. one is opss..saw mdm again...
gamed with Fis after shooting.
ate with friends...gossip and gossip..
than also suan people...:D
YueKng is so my good friend..know me well sia..haha
Thats all :D

HAppy birthday my friend..
today went out celebrate their bdae at kbox..
noisy bunch of friends!!
sang sang..not me..them...haha..
lets see...just fun :D
had dinner at the foodcourt at ion..is like so so not cheap..get it? haha
worst than food republic.
is normal food with abnormal price....
nothing else..

Ohh..to add on, i sent like whole day with xinyun..accompany her go hougang there.
than accompany her friend fo tangjong katong sec..than go amk..
than back yishun go police station!!
guess what,i saw ah yang!! my relative! can't believe it!!

等你等到我很累。我真的累了。我应该这么办？

went out find job today..
not much help..
was inside the police station for 2hours!! idiot loh...
i heard one person name, ivan ma!
haha..he is detained..wonder which ivan.wooo
kk..tml out enjoying with melissa and julia!! yeppy!!

1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good.

2. When in doubt, just take the next small step.

3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.

4. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick.
Your friends and parents will. Stay in touch.

5. Pay off your credit cards every month.

6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone.

8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it.

9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck.

10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile.

11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present.

12. It's OK to let your children see you cry.

13. Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.

14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it.

15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don't worry; God never blinks.

16. Take a deep breath. It calms the mind.

17. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.

18. Whatever doesn't kill you really does make you stronger.

19. It's never too late to have a happy childhood.
But the second one is up to you and no one else.

20. When it comes to going after what you love in life, don't take no for an answer.

21. Burn the candles, use the nice sheets, wear the fancy lingerie. Don't save it for a special occasion.. Today is special.

22. Over prepare, then go with the flow.

23. Be eccentric now. Don't wait for old age to wear purple.

24. The most important sex organ is the brain.

25 No one is in charge of your happiness but you.

26. Frame every so-called disaster with these words 'In five years, will this matter?'

27 Always choose life.

28. Forgive everyone everything.

29. What other people think of you is none of your business.

30. Time heals almost everything. Give time time.

31. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.

32. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.

33. Believe in miracles.

34. God loves you because of who God is, not because of anything you did or didn't do.

35. Don't audit life. Show up and make the most of it now.

36. Growing old beats the alternative -- dying young.

37. Your children get only one childhood.

38. All that truly matters in the end is that you loved.

39. Get outside every day. Miracles are waiting everywhere.

40. If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone
else's, we'd grab ours back.

41. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.

42. The best is yet to come.

43. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.

44. Yield.

45. Life isn't tied with a bow, but it's still a gift.

the days and days of practice just finished in that 4hr.
just 4hr..
everything ended with laughter and joy on everyone's face!!
althought at first it wasn't so high, but in the all crazy bonkers!!!
I no realise, i am no longer close to the juniors anymore.
after sec4 step down, no more good friends during training.
I will definately miss them ...who ( name maybe wrong spelling
bernand,teckwei,andrew,micheal,kiancheow,kingston,jack,jeremy,wanjun,gina,ernest
i am still thinking..shit...i think maybe 3 more..i can't think right now...sorry..
dinner was alright...ambience was poor...
haha...

woots my squadmate..they rocks..dude,they rocks..words can't express how we rock man!!
kk...mind is blacking out..

WOOOSSHHHHH>>>>>

today was the last rehersal for rod..
not bad? or bad?
i was so angry that i scolded off everyone..
did i did the right thing?
or should i have talked to them nicely?..haixxx.
nvm..the four female cadets, tease me, in the end jasmine genna shot back..haha...
i won!!!
all in all,attitude went down,discipline down,behaviour gone..

must reform reform!!!

whole sunday rot at home!! I so want to see her..
But i know is not possible...nvm..
tml is engmec than i will go down hta
than tues go hta too
than fri maybe go siling sec..:D
saturday is UG night :D

Yesterday night went out and accompany her walking through blocks to sell ice cream..
Did not studied eltech in the end.
She was happy..Smiling away..and always bullying me.
Reached home bath and slept.
She called me at 12 plus, say she broke off le.
Saying i bad luck everytime she sad will first thought of me.
Accompany her chat a while, phone off again.
Can't get to sleep till 3am. worried for her.
Text her in the morning. She wasn't awake yet.
After my exam i got her msq again. She was fine again.
Again with him.
I really wonder why must he break her heart so many times! I would want to say the word f out.
but never. now she is happy. i'm happy for her.
I do really hope her smile can stay on her face forever.

wow...i did not touch my book at all..
There is three examinable module..touched only maths..
failing the other two??

There is a saying: If you don't plan,u plan to fail.
My saying is: I planned,i planned to fail.. laughing away..

yesterday night was the most treasure time i had spent with ___.
Just a call from her,my heart flew off that instant. How wish i could just be next to her. Listening to her over the phone, just knew that she cried.
After dinner,spent around 2hours with her under my block. Just stood up and hold her close to me... Now she is alright,i'm happy for her too..Hope you two last long..:D

If you are happy,i am too.

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